Thursday, April 22, 2010

It's no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy

Singing at the top of my lunnnnngs:
It's no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy
'Cause every now and then I kick the living Sugar Honey Ice Tea out of me
The smoke alarm is going off, and there's a cigarette
Still burning, please tell me why............


Did you know that you can be your own worst enemy? I know I can be my own. All of my life I have been scared of failure, and in the process of being scared on failing, I actually fail. You know, I am one of those people who are pretty much all or nothing, an extremist when it comes to perfectionism.

If I can't do it, I give up. I haven't always had this attitude, but I have been adopting this mindset, and I don't want to anymore. I doubt that people will "get me" and I will be a failure. I have always been the person who dresses a little different, acted a little different, and did my own thing. Whatever everyone else was doing, I always tried to do the complete opposite.

I just wish that I had the courage and the "swagger" (woe is me) to say, "yeah my ish is the hottest, dopest designs since microwave popcorn," but I don't have that kind of confidence---yet. You guys watch, I'm going to get there, you just wait and see!

Alright, alright....I gained enough courage to post 2 of my original designs:


This was the first one I ever did:








This is the second bag. The 70's was definitely my inspiration...like this natural chick was tripping out on LSD or something...oh and by "this natural chick" I mean the chick on the box, McGruff told me to said say no to drugs :)


Ya'll ever get like this too? Am I the only one? I need some of that Kanye/Diddy swagger forreal...where they selling that at?

DEUCES

2 comments:

  1. I admire your honesty! I often struggled with that but eventually came to the who the hell cares portion of my life where I JUST DO ME and let the love follow. When you are doing what is purposeful nothing else matters. Keep doing just what you're doing! You have a new supporter.

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  2. I think we are all our worst enemy and some people... well, were just born to exude confidence. I'm a lot like you, I doubt myself a lot and shy away from displaying my talents BUT I see that you have something going here. And although I am late (lol) I hope this is something you didn't give up because I see talent hun!

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